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Monday, April 02, 2007
10:20 PM

i dont know what to feel sometimes. as much as i try to remain positive, optimistic, wanting to fight and hustle, it all seems so futile and i lose it all. after that i'd think it over and wish i didnt feel that way, but it would soon come back. how many times must i remind myself or be reminded that i have the ability to fight? i pray so dearly for strength, wisdom, courage, determination each time i play, but it's my lack of trust in the Lord that pulls me down yet again. how can i ever get out of this rollercoaster ride?

time will tell me


.the narrow path.

"I tell you the truth,
until heaven and earth disappear,
not the smallest letter,
not the least stroke of a pen,
will by any means disappear until everything is accomplished."

- Matthew 5:18


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