i think the exam blues/purples/greens/pinks/whatever colour you can think of are coming in on me. all i think about all the time now is math math econs bio chem econs math chi PW (argh) math. i couldnt play properly today too! felt so tired and breathless. kenneth says today's an anomaly so everything will get better again. hahaha. well i really need to do much better for promos.
i cant wait to go to heaven. there'll be no exams, no stress, no temptations, no everything-bad. cant wait to see how it looks like! i still remember the time some of the teens were talking about how heaven will be like when we get there. hahaha it was hilarious. someone talked about us flying and ending up having nothing to do cause everything would be done or something like that.
please try to bear with me during this period of time lol. i think those who know me well will kind of expect to see lots of short tempers and black faces from me :p im always like that when exams are around the corner. this time it's promos, then chinese A levels, then oral presentation. i dont know what to do for pw anymore. my group doesnt even think it's substantiated enough and it's kinda vague. but i really dont know what we do anymore. it's just a simple idea. will universities reject people if they fail project work?
the past few days at home havent been very nice but im glad God worked some things out today. my mom, my bro and i played boggle just now and had so much fun finding funny words! hope my mom doesnt get too stressed at work. i know it isnt easy for her even though i often think whatever im doing is tougher than what she does. well im still learning =)
yaye next week is a long holiday week! dont have school on tue, thur (celebrations and seniors' farewell), fri, the weekend and thereafter the sept hols! but i've to go back during that week for SPA and some make-up classes and lectures =( persevere on guys!
oh yah and that week will be the spex tournament. played really badly today and i couldnt even serve properly. rraahhhh. dont have much confidence to play against the top players in singapore when it's my first time trying! a lot of ppl have been so sweet though, encouraging me to just go there and try. i cant possibly win but coach chong told me that even if it's already like 5-0 down, aim to get just one game from my opponent. just one game and i'll be pretty much encouraged! i'll need to work on my mental strength - concentrate, focus. and most importantly, i should pray before, during and after the match too =)
time will tell me
.the narrow path.
"I tell you the truth,
until heaven and earth disappear,
not the smallest letter,
not the least stroke of a pen,
will by any means disappear until everything is accomplished."
