i've been so lost in everyday events and i realise i havent been checking on how i feel about so many things happening around me. CTs are approaching; i wish i can do better this time but it all seems unachievable many times.
i wish that i didnt have to worry all the time about fees and costs and whether my mom would be able to afford things. i know my viola exam's going to cost a bomb with the lessons, registration fee, piano accompaniment, aural tests training, etc. and plus the kl trip, it's going to be fun i guess, but sometimes i wish i didnt have to go. maybe i shouldnt have continued taking viola lessons, maybe i shouldnt even have taken up tennis - i just think of these many times. Lord, i wish it didnt have to be this way. to be where i am now and to have so many opportunities is my blessing, and i pray so much for my mom to be strong and for us not to burden her even more. but still, thank you Lord, for my life.
time will tell me
.the narrow path.
"I tell you the truth,
until heaven and earth disappear,
not the smallest letter,
not the least stroke of a pen,
will by any means disappear until everything is accomplished."
